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[personal profile] l0vemekn0t 2022-04-24 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
He waits and in the meantime tries to relearn how to breathe. A normally mundane thoughtless task surprisingly hard when one is as confused as he is.

But then everything completely stops the moment Sawyers lips meet his. They’re soft. Lips he’s kissed a million times at this point, even if they’re not exactly the same.

His lips part slightly before he kisses him back carefully. Why was he doing this? And why was he returning it? He’s still hesitant to really touch him at this point but his hands naturally find their way to rest on the others hips. Not gripping so much as resting.

“You…don’t have to…”

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[personal profile] l0vemekn0t 2022-04-24 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
For a second, Bishop almost stops him but then he notices the scars, and the marks and he can’t force the words out.

Bishops gaze darts from one scar to another, and he carefully raises one hand to hover over the symbol. He doesn’t touch it. He doesn’t touch any of it even if a huge part of him wishes he could erase all of it the same way he wished he could erase His Sawyers scars.

“…why…why do you have to suffer no matter where you are…” he mutters, and he doesn’t cry but it’s obvious that he hates to see him like this. Always like this. Always hurt.

“I’d never hurt you. Ever. Never you.” He says, finally looking back towards the others face. He may not be the wolf he’d mated but he’s still clearly him.
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[personal profile] l0vemekn0t 2022-04-24 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
Even with permission, he doesn’t move his hands right away. But when he does, it’s to reach up and draw Sawyer into another kiss. Warmer this time, keeping him closer than before.

His hand slowly draw down; blindly feeling along a few of the scars but when his hand lands on the symbol he pauses, “what is this?”
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[personal profile] l0vemekn0t 2022-04-24 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
Bishop noses against Sawyer; breathing in the scent of his hair and his fingers immediately leave the symbol and raise to lift the others chin again so he can look into his eyes.

“Do you want me to take care of you?” He asks quietly.

Why would he?

But then again why was any of this even happening? Why did he end up in this place with another version of his mate? Fate?

Was he always supposed to be his?
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[personal profile] l0vemekn0t 2022-04-24 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
“If you’ll let me, I’ll take care of you,” Bishop nods and steals a feather light kiss from his mouth.

It doesn’t feel like cheating. It doesn’t feel wrong. It should. He knows it should. But it doesn’t. If he wasn’t meant to be here he wouldn’t have ran into him. He wouldn’t be sitting here in his clean room touching scars that never had a right to exist.

“I’ll keep you safe,” he adds quietly, “I’ll be whatever you want me to be.”
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Smiling softly he looks over Sawyer’s face fondly, “I was yours the moment you kissed me.”
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“I think I’ll always find you,” or at least that’s what this is starting to feel like, “…and if that’s true. You’ve always had me.”

That’s something. It’s probably not much depending on who you ask but, it was something.

He brushes a finger over a scar briefly and frowns, “I just wish I could get to you before people have the chance to hurt you.”
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[personal profile] l0vemekn0t 2022-04-24 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
Always young…

A cycle…

“You’ll always be mine to save. Maybe one time I’ll get to you before they do. I don’t care if I have to do it when I’m five,” he chuckles softly, but it’s muffled when he wraps his arms around the others smaller frame and pulls him in against him.

The same brand of protective and possessive that Sawyer always brings out of him.
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[personal profile] l0vemekn0t 2022-04-24 06:28 am (UTC)(link)
It’s only awkward for Bishop because he’d already established all of this with his mate. It felt…a little strange like he was starting over but not really.

He returns the kiss, drawing it out for a while, tasting and nipping the others mouth before he finally has to ask.

“…were you trying to see if I’d run away from you when you took your shirt off or were you wanting to actually get me naked…?”
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[personal profile] l0vemekn0t 2022-04-24 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
Bishop smiles and it’s a genuinely amused smile. One that he feels like he’s given Sawyer a hundred times now.

“Do you still want me naked?”
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[personal profile] l0vemekn0t 2022-04-24 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
Considering that, he sits up enough to get his back away from the bed he’s been leaning back against so that he can tug his shirt up and over his head.

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Sounds familiar.

Leaning back against the bed again, he nods slowly and draws his hands along Sawyers thighs idly, plucking at the folds of fabric still covering them, “you should wait until you do, then.”

Naked didn’t always equate sex.

“Sleep with me a few times before you decide whether you want that or not.”
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Tipping his head back against the bed he slouches a little bit and watches Sawyers face, “I would be okay with that. The only time I was able to sleep before was with you.”

He arches a brow, “sex is great and all but I’ve never pushed you for it. Not gonna start doing that now.”

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